After leaving Claytons I am sure more than ever Miss Steele is interested mm but should I pursue, I have never gone for girls not in the community but maybe this is why the last few have been well pleasant is about as much as I would say.
Its early evening and my blackberry buzz its her Miss Steele how nice to hear from you' Um...we'd like to go ahead with the photo shoot for the article'
there's a pause mm I can hear her breathless I'd like to hear that close up 'Tomorrow if that okay Where would be convenient for you sir?' mmm I like the way she says Sir I'm staying at the Heathman in Portland shall we say nine thirty tomorrow morning?' Is having her in a hotel suite a good idea will I be able to keep my hands to myself 'okay well see you there.' oh there's that breathless sound again I will need a good workout before hand. I look forward to it Miss Steele.' and with smirk over my lips I cannot explain shes gone oh yes Miss Steele I shall have you.
Strange I am more restless than usual, how exactly do I introduce someone with little life experience into my world without her running for the hills mm this is going to be a long process maybe I should try the dating thing not my usual style but then neither is Miss Steele.
Next morning I have had a hard workout to bring my desires under control when I walk with Taylor into the suite and there she is wow more beautiful full of innocence, Miss Steele we meet again' I put my hand out for her to shake as she takes my hand wow that electricity, yes I want you Steele and you feel it too the blush gives you away and her breathing has changed she introduces me to first 'The tenacious Miss Kavanagh how do you do?' so glad you were ill crosses my mine 'I trust you're feeling better? Anastasia said you were unwell last week' for which I am so glad. Oh she is used to dealing with money much more confident than Miss Steele, thanking me for my time It's a pleasure'' and the best way for me to see Miss Steele again. Anastasia then introduces me to Jose Rodriguez oh the way she looks at him and he her this maybe a problem a boyfriend maybe nothing in her profile indicting she was in a relationship I try but fail to hide my contempt he could be trouble I must ask Miss Steele. moving away from those unpleasant thoughts lets get this out of the way so I can have Miss Steele to myself. Where would you like me?' I have to endure twenty minutes of this way that way I only thing making it bearable is Miss Steele whom I catch more than once with a far away look of promise in her eyes. Finally the photograph calls a Holt saying he has enough 'I look forward to reading the article Miss Kavanagh.' then I turn to Anastasia 'will you walk with me Miss Steele?' Turning to all in the room 'Good day to you all' I say as open the door allowing Miss Steele though so I can gaze at the wonderful ass what I could do with that ass, I must Regine in those thoughts or I will need another workout. 'I wondered if you would join me for a coffee this morning?' She is hesitate then why would she not be, finally she clears her throat announcing she has to drive everyone home I call Taylor over 'are they based at the university' she nods Taylor can take them he's my driver' we have a large 4x4 here so he'll be able to take the equipment too' addressing Taylor 'Please can you take the photographer, his assistant and Miss kavanagh back home?' 'certainly sir' There now you can join me for coffee?' smiling at her 'Um--Mr Grey er -this really please don't turn ME down 'look Taylor doesn't have to drive them home,' 'I'll swap vehicles with Kate if you give me a moment' I give her the biggest smile more in relief than anything and open the door to the suite. I wait leaning against the wall as she comes out of the suite she has an air of what confidence or bravado not sure she says 'ok lets do coffee' I stand indicating for her to lead the way so that ass is in full few what I will do with that ass. I ask her how long she has known Miss Kavanagh this should give me an idea how close they are will she pose a problem? as we reach the elevator both in our own thoughts mine not as innocent as hers I suspect the elevator doors open to reveal a kissing couple that jump apart as the doors open I cannot help but smile and its encouraging to see a similar smile on her lips. I grab Miss Steele;s hand oh such small delicate hands smooth skin, thw elevator arrive as we leave there are giggles from the couple in the elevator, I shake my head 'what is it about elevators.' I use the door rather than letting go by using the revolving doors I stride hand in hand with her into the May sunshine this is new I have never walk in public with a girl hand in hand I like it strange. We enter the coffee shop 'Why don;t you choose a table while I get the drinks what would you like? she replies English breakfast tea bag out please' we came for coffee she wants tea well 'no coffee' I ask puzzled 'I'm not keen on coffee' 'ok bag out tea. sugar? she is quite for a moment then answers 'no thanks' 'anything to eat'? she shakes her head' I make my way to the counter brushing my hands through my hair dam I am nervous this is ridiculous why does she make me feel this or is it what I have in mind for her I don't know but curse myself as I reach the table and see she is deep in thought she is so beautiful made more beautiful because she does not see it her eyes looking down at her knoted hands 'Penny for your thoughts?' she is so thinking about me I want her to tell me she does not answer I will not tolarate this hesitatesy in my world 'your thoughts' I ask again she makes some comment of how the tea is her favorite, not what she was thinking oh why doesn't she look up I need to see her face to read her thoughts though I think I know. Is he your boyfriend ' I ask hoping for the right answer she asks who The photograph I reply 'what gave you that impression' 'the way you smiled at him and he at you' I pin her with my eyes she cannot look away or down to her hands a nervous habbit I will break. 'He's like family' comes my satisfing reply 'and the boy I met yesterday at the store He's not your boyfriend' how can this beautiful girl not have a boyfriend she questions why I ask because you will be mine and only mine sweet girl 'you seem nervous around men' she thinks this is personal you have no idea my girl she astounds me by her honesty saying I intimidate her I try to warn her she is right I emplor her to look at me I need to see her face she is a mystery she is innocent and shy yet asks questions that confound me and she is here she wants me no doubt, the only thing giving me a idea is that blush over her pale skin I could bring the same colour to her butt cheeks yes that would bring great pleasure to me I need to pull away from my desiring thoughts changing tact I ask about her family she is very candid and reveals a troubled yet some how loving upbringing, here she is again with direct question asking why I have not asked her to call me by my first name oh if only she knew thats not what you will call when I have my way with you girl. she looks at her watch and exclaims she needs to go, needing to study, we walk out into street. she is in jeans again thinking of her in skirts dresses i would love to see her legs I ask if she always wears jeans, suddenly she shocks me again by asking if I have a girlfriend I reply No Anastasia I don't do the girlfriend thing' and before she can reply she trips and oh my god she falls into the road just as a cyclist comes the wrong way I grab her quick pull her to safety and into my arms oh she smells so good so, no grey this is wrong she is a sweet a girl with very limited experience she looks longingly into my eyes I want I need to kiss this beautiful girl I have wanted to since she fell into my office but I know I cannot she is not right for my world its not who she is but I cannot help but brush the silky skin of her pale face I close my eyes to draw myself away from her wanten look, standing her upright warning her to steer clear I m not the man for her I see the pain in her eyes the rejection she feels no thats not what I want to cause your pain, but the pain you feel now is small to the pain of my world, she walks away hurt I know but 'Anastasia I' what can I say I am a sadist that will hurt more than the emotional pain you feel now and I know she is not for that world I cannot do this to her 'Good luck with your exams' is all I can say she leaves. I feel bad but pleased because I know I am no good for one just as her.
I have been so distracted why can I not get this girl out of my mind yes she is beautiful intellegent and all the looks I need in my subs I feel guilty she needs an explination of my rejection of her she told me she loves english literurture I have Andrea order a set of Thomas Hardy Tess of the D'urbervilles first editions I write my warning which is also the what Tess says to her mother after D'urberville debases her and send them to co-inside with the end of Miss Steeles exams.
Having a drink with Elliot my brother in the bar at the Heathman suddenly by blackberry buzzes its her 'Anastasia' she slurs something about the books I know she is drunk 'Anastasia have you been drinking?' I ask knowing the answer I try to get her to tell me what bar she is in she is to drunk to understand this frights me someone will take advantages she could be hurt I cannot allow that she hangs up before I can get out of her where she is 'Taylor I call I need to know where Miss Steele dialed from NOW' Elliot looks smug saying this girl I have to see I need him with me he can have kavanagh I m sure she will be with Miss Steele right now I need to make sure she is safe I descirbe Kavanagh to Elliot on the way in the car as we arrive I see her and that Photogragph forcing himself on her I race pushing him away just as she vomits with multi color extreme holding her steady her hair out of her vomit I take her the nearest planted area as she continues to vomit and that asshole photogragh watches without a care of who she is with I want to punch the shit out of him lucky for him attending to her is more important. she has finally finished I hand her my hankychief. The misrible excuse for a friend slinks back into the bar. she looks embassingly up at me saying she is sorry 'What are you sorry for, Anastasia?' The phone call mainly, being sick oh the lsit is endless' I take pity on her we have all been there not quite as spectaculy, I need to know if this is her usual night out thankfully she informs me its the first time and the last. she needs to collect her jacket bag from inside I make her drink a pint of water we look for Elliot and Kate who are dancing and very happy on the the dance floor once I have let Elliot know I will look after Miss Steele I take her back though the bar before we can exit I feel her falling to the floor catching her before she hits the ground I carry her unconsous out to my car, Taylor drives us back to my hotel taking her into my bedroom I take off her vomit splatted converse and jeans lay her into my bed not before feasting my eyes on her flawless pale skin mmmm what I could do with her not in this state she will need to fully aware of what I require first. I for the first time in my life climb in along side a women in my bed and somehow it feels right after staring at her beautiful feature for what seems hours I fall into a very unsal restful sleep.
I wake early, order Taylor to purchase clothes for Miss Steele which he does whilst I go for a workout in the hotel gym I have put a fresh glass of orange juice and two advil beside my sleeping beauty, in the gym I find myself impatiant to be in her company returning to my room I knock on the bedroom door no answer so I enter, she is awake bright beautiful blue eyes look in what wonder, I'm not sure. 'Good morning Anastasia How are you?' Better than I deserve' she then plagues me with the how did she get here and into my bed to which I explain, but then she asks directly 'we didn't----?' Im shocked she would think so little of me it was her photograph friend whom would have took advantage 'Anastasia you were conatose Necrophillia is not my thing I like my woman sentient and receptive' well mostly. when you are mine girl you will not be so stupid she has the cheek to question me about tracking her cell and not needing to resue her 'If i hadn't come to get you you'd probably be waking up in the photographs bed, and from what I remember, you weren't overly enthused about him pressing his suit,' oh don't do that girl ur half naked in my bed stop biting that delicious lip making so quip about 'which medival chronicle did you escape from? you sound likea courtly Knight.' you have no idea girl but her candor makes me smile nobody ever dare laugh at me that way. 'Anastasia I don't think so Dark Knight maybe' I press her on weather she ate last night the reason she was so ill the anger building in me again if I had not been there what could have happened to her she thinks I am scolding her you have not see scold my girl, 'If you were mine you would not be able to sit for a week afer the stunt you pulled yesterday. you didnt eat you got drunk, my anger building as I explain it to her. you put yourself at risk.' 'I hate to think what could have happened to you'. Her scowl tells me she is processing my words and I see she is not sure how to feel 'I would have been fine I was with kate' I am growing irritated by her lack of regaurd for her safety pointing out her friend Jose needs to be taught some manners 'your quite the disciplinarian,' My god its like she sees straight though me 'oh Anastasia you have no idea,' should I tell her no not yet I am enjoying her here with me without reliseing it the thought makes me smile I excuse myself to have a shower, I offer her to shower first I cannot resist running my fingers along that delisous lip I so want to bite, 'breath Anastasia' she refuses the first shower I need a cold one I think I do this quickly eager, why to be with her see that blushing face as I reenter the bedroom just in my towel this will get her juices flowing she is out of bed looking for her clothes I explain I have sent them to be laundered and there are some new clothes in the bag for her, she slips past me into the bathroom. I dress and sit myself with the papers at the dining table when breakfast arrives I knock on the bathroom door informing Miss Steele I hear her fluster mm I wonder what she has been doing to herself in there no Grey stop theses thoughts she not yours until she has signed oh i hope she will sign. She enters the room with a expletive of 'crap, Kate' 'she know you're here and still alive I text Elliot,' 'sit' I command her 'I didn't know what you liked, so ordered a selection from the breakfast menu' and again she is so bright and quick 'That's very profligate of you' that's it straight through the crap others would say nothing and be grateful but not her why does this please me I don't understand its challenging is that it I am in need of a challenge mm that's why she appeals so much. she thanks me for the clothes as I point out the colour suits her she blushes see that it she doesn't see her beauty how sexy that is. but then she trys to offer me money for the clothes err I don't like that I explain I can afford it which she must know she interviewed me. Then she asks why I sent her the books I cannot tell her its because I want to debase her in ways she most likely never heard of instead I say ' well, when you were nearly run over by the cyclist--and I was holding you and you were looking up at me--all kiss me kiss Christian'' I wanted to ravage you there and then in the street 'I felt I owed you an apology and a warning.' I'm nerves again running my fingers through my hair here goes nothing 'Anastasia I'm not a hearts and flowers kind of man ... I don't do romance. My tastes are very singular. You should steer clear of me' I have never been so honest with a girl before what is she doing to me 'There's something about you, though I'm finding impossible to stay away, but I think you've figured that out already.' she swallows deeply taking in what I have said and replies 'Then don't' I suddenly find I don't want to do this to her she has no idea what will it do to her she would be more hurt that she knows 'tyou don't know what you're saying' she wants to be enlighten the so inappropriately she says 'You're not celibate then?' humour in her eyes 'no Anastasia I'm not celibrate' right its do or die time she wants me and I sure as hell have to have her 'What are your plans for the next few days?' she tells me she is working today and packing for her move to Seattle I'm pleased to here she will be moving not far from me when I ask what she is doing for work she replies she has applied for internships 'have you applied to my company as I sugguested' if you have someone will be in for it because i have not been informed then she seems put out saying 'um no' ' And what wrong with my company' cheeky sexy thing 'Your company or your company?' she disarms me I do believe she is smirking at me what a dam cheek but why do I like that she is, I don't understand my feelings ooh and there she goes biting that lip and before I can help myself I say 'I'd like to bite that lip,' woo where did that come from did I say that out loud more surprising she replies 'why don't you then' 'because I m not going to touch you Anastasia-not until I have your written consent to do so' I smirk at her the Delicious thought in my head right now ok she cuts thorough the crap now so will I, 'what time do you finish work this evening?' 'about eight' 'well we could go to Seattle this evening or next Saturday for dinner at my place, and I'll acquaint you with the facts then. The choice is yours.' 'why can't you tell me now?' 'because I'm enjoying my breakfast and your company. Once you're enlightened you probably won't want to see me again' the thought is so unbearable to me not see her again she is deep in thought then too my surprise she says 'Tonight' 'like eve, you're so quick to eat from the tree of knowledge.' I cannot help but smirk if only she knew then has the audacity to say my words back to me 'Are you smirking at me, Mr Grey?' I ring Taylor immediately to make arrangement for my helicopter Charlie tango to be available For this evening I have never took a girl up in her before but then i think Miss Steele needs some wooing not something I have done before either. when i finsh with Taylor Miss Steele comments 'Do people always do what you tell them' Usually if they want to keep their jobs,' ' And if they don't work for you?' 'oh I can be very persuasive, Anastasia. proof your here and coming to my apartment 'finish your breakfast and then I'll drop you off at home. I'll pick you up at Clayton's at eight when you finish We'll fly up to Seattle.'
how impressed is she how could she resist I insist on her finishing her breakfast i hate wasted food and she looks like she doesn't eat. She finishes goes to dry her hair then turns and asked where I slept I tell her in my bed and yes it was novel to me to not having sex she enquires 'No sleeping with someone' I have given her alot to think on, her curiosity that is bringing her to my apartment, my blackberry buzzes its Ros my second hand sortin through the problems with Ben Sudan.
She appears from the bedroom I cannot take my eyes off her she is exquisite 'Ready to go?' 'After you Miss Steele' opening the door she lingers for a longer look Im not sure We step into the elevator and yes that electicity is there but somehow stronger I look down to gaze at her beauty and she is biting that lip I cannot contain my desire pulling her into my arms 'fuck the paper work' I work my tongue into her soft lips pushing my body against her pinning her to the walls of the elevator sucking and biting those sumpuous lips pressing my arousal into her belly twisting her hair in my hand I grab her chin holding her to my lips 'you are so sweet', I wisper agaisnt her mouth, we arrive on floor before ours ,I pull away control Grey where's your control I chastise myself three men enter the lift I take a deep cleansing breath I whisper in her ear 'You've brushed your teeth,' 'I used your toothbrush' the cheek 'Oh Anastsia what am I going to do with you?' the elevator arrives at the ground floor I take her hand 'What is it about elevators' I shake my head what am i doing this is not how I work.
We are in the audi SUV heading for her apartment I wont let that happen again no no way can I.
I take a couple of calls comfirming nda is ready and all the other paper work for this evening third call is Elliot so straight up its annoying 'hi Christian , dyou get laid?' like I would tell him if i did 'Hello, Elliot I'm on speakphone and Im not alone in the car'. irritated his involed 'who's with you?' I roll my eyes 'anastasia 'Steele' 'Hi ana!' 'Hello Elliot' 'heard a lot about you,' Elliot mumbles 'do't believe a word Kate says.' 'Im dropping Anastasia off now making a point of her full name non of this shorting rubbish 'shall I pick you up?' 'sure'
I need to make her understand 'Anastasia,' what happen in the elevator it wont happen again well unless it's premeditated.' I say s as we pull up outside her apartment I climb out walk round to open her door 'I like what happened in the elevator,' she exclaims wow there is hope but is it right with what I want to introduce her to.
Elliot and I leave the girls, Elliot knows better than to quiz me about my private life but doesn't spare any details of him and Miss Kavanagh We decide to go for a hike I need to take my mind off her delious lips her figure her her who am I yes she is my type in looks but personality wise she is too too challenging but some reason maybe I need to talk to Flynn these thoughts are not my own. Our hike does little to distract me from thoughts on her in my playroom cuffed on my cross oh yes, but that is a long time off if at all something inside me says she is not going to want to share my world.
8pm I am waiting outside Clayton's what the Taylor is driving I open the door 'Good evening Miss Steele,' allowing Miss sex on legs as I slide in next to her grabbing her tiny hand such smooth skin I cannot help trace her knuckle with my finger, We arrive outside the build upon with is my helicopter as I lead her to the elevator the electricity is building the door open we enters I tell her its only 3 floors fully aware by her change in breathing she is think about our elevator ride earlier. we reach the top Joe is in the office with my flight plan pulling her close I walk with purpose to Charlie Tango open cockpit door assist her in bid her not to touch anything as I jump in behind now for my favourite bit strapping her in you should get used to this as I tighten all strap I can smell her thinking she would taste as good as she smells I trace her lips with my finger pinch her chin kiss her tender on the lips telling her to breath 'I like this harness' a cryptic clue to the evening ahead or which I am sure she has no clue why would she but she show great courage being here or is it pure curiosity either way she here and mine for the right here and now and that excites me. 'put your cans on' 'im just going through all the pre flight checks' 'do you know what your doing?' she ask there's that cheek 'I've been fully qualified pilot for four years, Anastasia You're safe with me, ;well while we're flying' oops did I say the last bit out loud I don't want to scare I give her my broad grin and wink so she knows its not a threat. 'Are you ready' I check she nods excitedly I think she is very hard to read I have never had so much trouble reading someone that has always come easy but her she is a mystery mix of emotion I think. As I do what I love and take my Charlie Tango up into thew night sky I sense her nerves as she grips her seat 'eerie isn't it?' 'How do you know your going the right way?' I point out the electronic compass explain a little about the Euro copter we are in how its the safest in its class and equipped for night flight informing her there's a helipad on my building. 'how long will the flight be' she says all breathy is that because she doesn't like flying or something else on her mind she looked deeply at before it I think something else i like that. when I tell less than an hour she tense right up yes she thinking about whats to come I cannot think like that its to distracting I flying needs complete concerntration 'you okay Anastasia' she maybe having second thoughts she maybe scared this worries me I try and distract her thoughts pointing out in the distance Seattle skyline, cutting again though the crap she asks direct if this is how I impress girls 'I've never brought a girl up her' Anastasia it's another first for me' it is I have never wonted to share this side of my life with anyone only family and to be honest with myself I don't know why I am no other than I want her and will do anything to have her 'Are you impressed?' 'i'm in awed christian' wow Iam so happy she likes it I feel glad i have pleased her woo what she needs to want to please me. 'awed' mmm. we so arrive in Seattle when she comments 'you obviously enjoy this' 'what' can she can hear my thoughts 'flying' 'Whats not to like it requires contol and consintration'
I land Charlie Tango I undo first my harness then hers 'you don't have to do anything you don't want to do you know that don't you?' she needs to understand this can only work consensually 'I'd never do anything I didn't want to do, Christian' I not sure she belives that herself but is good to hear. once we are in my apartment I offer her wine offering her to sit on the sofa with me mainly so I can look at her and try and read that mind as she is so quite and the palest ever i've seen this is not good she afraid oh baby I need to try and make her comfortable but how
she is candid ask if I play the piano thats in the room usually chit chatty stuff then as we sit she smiles asif she find something funny 'What;s amusing?' She ask why I gave tess specifically I explain it seemed appropriate as I could hold her to some impossible ideal like angel clare or debase her like D'Urberville, than she blow me away by saying ' if there are only two choices, Ill take debasement' worse when she says it she bite that lip oh I hold on the sofa to stop myself launching my self and taking her here and now and quite bitterly from fustration say 'Anastasia stop biting your lip please its very distracting and you don' know what your saying'
and stright to the point 'that's why Im here,' she going to be more willing than I hoped excelet
I excuse myself to collect the nondisclosure agreement present it to her I hate this but given my life style I cannot afford to be without it and without reading it she signs even though I tell her she should always read before signing she tells me she would never talk about us to anyone ever and way and if its my wish then she'll 'fair point well made Miss Steele' then she flaws my with her straight down no nonsense way 'does this mean you're going to make love to me tonight' this diseveres the same straight talk 'No Anastasia it doesn't First I don't make love I fuck hard Second there's a lot more paperwork to and third you don't know what you're in for you could still run for the hills come I want to show my playroom
